reminisces.

When I think of the colour brown,
And see that people never frown,
That’s when I miss you most.

We held back tears with all our might,
But in the end we lost the fight.
The time had come and you had to go.
All I can say now is ‘I miss you so’.

When I find myself in a court bouncing a ball,
And reading the letters, written with love and all,
That’s when I miss you most.

Everything happened just so fast.
I can’t quite remember if we did trust
Each other at all. But looking back,
I’m happy you found him, amongst the pack.

When I work out at the gym,
And think of the times you helped me and him,
That’s when I miss you most.

You’re here and there- you’re everywhere.
And now you’ve gone away.
With all my heart I truly pray
That you’ll be here to stay.

When I walk past Paragon,
And I think of the Christmas carols- gone,
That’s when I miss you most.

The word had rarely past
By my street- it was like a fast.
Malnourished and empty,
I died so slowly.

These memories- painful they all may be,
But I hold them dear and close to me.
You’ve torn and ripped my heart apart.
But me and them, we’ll never part.